I didn’t want to post last night because then I’d have to write about the day’s progress, and I was in no mood to rehash that. Suffice to say that it wasn’t good. It has been a week now since I’ve officially started studying and I have yet to gain any kind of momentum. The clock’s ticking. I must find someway to cope with this problem.
Let’s see what today brings. I’ve skipped breakfast and gone straight for the coffee. Breakfast tends to slow me down. I’m going to have a second cup of coffee now and then get cracking. I’m scared for myself. I need to regain that sense of purpose and determination for my study. I need to be in a frame of mind where nothing else in my universe matters but my upcoming exams. I am so desperate not to fail my goals. I aim for a high 90s score in both steps, and if I continue the way I am doing now, I will never make it. Let’s see what today brings.