Very very blue.
I feel totally heartsick. The lack of studying extended ultimately to four days. Yesterday I finally got back to the books, but I didn't study more than 5 hours. Now I'm feeling very rotten indeed. I don't feel like analysing my feelings and coming up with intellectual solutions to my study problems. Its becoming old. I feel useless and weak. Its like the story of my life.
I'm just going to pray.